i've realized that a lot of my happiness is dependant upon making other people happy. is that a good thing or a bad thing? i'm not sure. on one hand i think it shows that i'm a giving, nurturing individual but on the other hand it might show that i'm depending too much on people's reactions to what i do for them and that can be dangerous ground. i think that what i do is good, but shouldn't ultimately be my source of joy. it's a fine line that i need to learn to walk.
today was a nice day. this afternoon i got to hang out with some good friends of mine and it was a really enjoyable time. i realize that i don't see most of them enough so it was good to catch up. did i mind that i was sitting at a table with 3 couples (one married, one engaged and one dating)? actually no i didn't mind. i had a great time and we talked about everything under the sun (literally).
and i got to eat a delicious dessert- ice cream on a puff pastry with strawberries... mmm! i ate about half and then got to share it so you can't go wrong with that. :)
thus another good weekend comes to an end!